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I'm debating whether or not to take my cousin's offer. She offered to buy me a plane ticket so I can visit her this winter. I would love to take her up on this offer, but I'm very proud when it comes to money. I have problems accepting monetary help from people who love me, even when I really need it. This trip isn't even something I need, I just really want it. Is wanting this trip enough to constitute an affirmative response?

I have asked my sister, Amy, and Lori for advise and they all can't understand why I haven't already said yes. My sister said it was okay because there would be a day when I would be able to return the favor. Lori says "why the hell not", you've got to love Lori. Amy says "its a great opportunity to get away" and I shouldn't pass it up. When I told my mom, she got this weird tone in her voice, the tone that says "I don't agree with your decision but I can't dispute it because you are an adult now", when she told me that we would talk about it later.

I guess I just over-think things...