the last few days in my world:

saturday: found out that my brother's wife is leaving him. they have been together for seven years, married for the last three. she is leaving him for her boss who is married with two small children. we are all shocked. she is displaying completely un-beth-like behavior. i am devastated and if i am feeling this bad about it, i cannot even imagine what my brother is feeling...

oh and i had a cold all day...

sunday: still sick but had to drive back to my apartment from my mom's house because my parents went up to check on my brother.

monday: still sick. called into work. did no homework.

tuesday (today): failed an electricity and magnetism quiz this morning because i didn't study. finished my thesis this afternoon, right before my computer crashed. i had copies saved but nothing as updated as what i had just finished. am ready to throw my desktop computer out the window and just hook my laptop up to the internet. i am done with that ancient piece of shit. i just finished making all of the revisions to my thesis for the second time. i had to burn a copy to a cd because the damn computer wouldn't save it to the hard drive. its been emailed out to be edited. i am waiting on responses now. it is less than three weeks before graduation, i should not be working on this right now. it was done five months ago. what took my thesis director so freakin' long to read it.... i also didn't finish my electronics lab today because my dumbass lab-partner, the infamous Grant, took a component out of our circuit at the beginning of our lab and it took us five hours to figure out that the missing component was the reason why our circuit wasn't working properly. so we get to do the whole damn thing again on thursday. i am grouchy and eating dessert for dinner hasn't helped my mood. and i am still sick.