Spent an hour or so having my picture taken tonight. The only thing I can really take away from this experience is that I was not born to be a model. I don't take direction well and I definitely don't like to act what I'm not feeling.

Beyond that, I found out there was a "Holly can bite my ass" club that formed some time ago. This "club" probably formed during the two to two and half years that I was dating a lot (and refusing get close to anyone or have sex for that matter). Apparently, some of these girls felt an "odd connection" to me and I used to "break away without giving them closure", this breaking away pissed off so many girls that they decided to form a club. It apparently got to the point where they even discussed getting t-shirts to tell the world that they were a part of the "Holly can bite my ass" club. Honestly, I didn't think I pissed off that many people that they would feel the need to form a club. The only thing I can say about that time in my life (and this is by no means a defense for my actions) is that I was trying to meet new people and if they weren't keeping my interest, I stopped calling them back. My source is refusing to tell me who were members of this club, but now I'm curious. I'd really like to know exactly who I pissed off and now, because I don't know, I'm going to spend the rest of the night obsessing about it and trying to figure out who could have possibly been involved.