I spent all day studying for my Quantum exam tomorrow, then I went to work, now I'm home, trying to relax before my study group tonight. I'm mildly freaking out about this exam. I mean, I understand the harmonic oscillator part, the free particle part, the Fourier transform part, the delta-function part, and tonight I need to learn about finite square wells and scattering matrices. I guess I know more than I don't know, which could be a good thing.

My mom just called, she and my dad are back from Canada. She said she is going to come and get her dog from me tomorrow. I kept offering to bring Gracie to her but mom doesn't want to "put me out". So tomorrow morning, after my exam, I get to race home and run around like a chicken with my head cut off cleaning. I think I'm becoming an expert at turbo-cleaning. Its actually kind of fun to turn it into a game. Sometimes I'll time myself just to see how quickly and thoroughly I can get the entire apartment clean. I know, I'm weird, its okay.

Is it wrong to drink before studying? Isn't it widely know that drinking alcohol rids a person of his or her inhibitions? So wouldn't it be better to have a drink or two before studying, so my brain would be more open to the possibilities of learning something new and thereby not being scared that I just "won't get it"? Just a thought.

I wonder if anyone really reads my rants...