i'm sitting at my desk in the lab and am ready to leave for the day but i know i can't. i have a study group at 5 to go over the info for tomorrow's mechanics exam. i can't skip the study group because i haven't cracked the book for this class yet this semester. i hoping that spending a few hours on this crap will give me enough confidence to do relatively well on the exam. i've had more physics than the majority of the class, i should be able to solve the five exam problems without a lot of studying. i just hate the subject of this class. it seems pointless. its a review of general physics or maybe its general physics on crack. i don't know. i'm just not motivated to go to this class or do anything for it. i'm kicking ass in everything else. well, everything except my database research for Dr. B. I need a research assistant because I don't have time to do it all myself. I despise going to our weekly meetings feeling unprepared. However, I've decided I shouldn't feel bad because he is just as, if not more, bogged down as I am. I mean the man has had my thesis for over 3 months and he still hasn't read it. Its still sitting on his shelf begging for attention. Its a graduation requirement for me to have him sign off on it, so he knows he has to get it read in the next month or two. I need to put a fire under both our asses.

I probably won't get to see Amy this weekend. Hopefully I'll get to drive up and see her next weekend. At least I will have time to work on homework and research this weekend.

Also will probably go see a concert this weekend. A little open mic thing at my favorite coffee shop. Last year, when I was living with April and Stephanie, they had become friends with this musician, Kelly Buchanan, and let her stay on our couch because she didn't have a place to stay here. I found out she was coming back down (she's based out of New York, I think) and extended the couch offer for this year (I'm the only one of the crew from last year that actually owns a couch).

I guess thats about it for now. I still feel like poking a pencil into Grant's eye but I think I just need to inflate my personal space bubble to protect myself and those around me. Stay away if you value your eyes, STAY AWAY!