she doesn't understand me. she doesn't understand where i am coming from... after a year and a half of a relationship and longer for our friendship, she doesn't understand me. i want her. i want to be with her. she says that she doesn't have the time to give me what i need right now but its not that she doesn't want to, she just can't. well give it a fucking try for once. taking a break certainly got her fucking attention. i am such a socially retarded dumbass sometimes.