I got home a little while ago. I am by no means ready for my midterm tomorrow morning. Actually, I'm scared to death. I will either do really well on it or I will fail it miserably. I don't want to fail it miserably because that will show the professor that I don't know what I'm talking about when I really do, I just don't test well, but it might also show him that I'm not worthy of the letter of recommendation he sent out last week. So all in all, I'm petrified. But I'll be fine after I take it tomorrow and I really shouldn't worry because its only worth 25 % of my final grade. It could be worse, it could be worth 50 % of my final grade.

After I take that one, I can concentrate on my next midterm. Another one I am scared to take. I'm not prepared for it at all. I am stretched on time and it sucks. I hate not feeling prepared. Midterms week is almost as bad as finals week.

I'm just stressed. I will be fine in two days. And then only nine more weeks of undergraduate work, including spring break. Spring break can't come soon enough. I have a weekend in Key West with Jai, a week of work, and hopefully a weekend with Amy.

I am going to go see what my neighbors are doing. They keep slamming their doors....

Send me positive thoughts tomorrow because no only is it my birthday but I will need all the help I can get to get me through the next two days.