i'm wasting time at work...  i seem to be very good at wasting time here.  there is plenty for me to do, i just have to wait on a few people to finish what they are doing so i will have access to the machines that i need to use.  then i will be waiting for the machines to do their jobs.  my job seems to consist of a lot of waiting.
 
i have been contemplating the time i spend with amy last night.  am not really sure if i want to talk about it here or not.  i have been answering any questions about the visit rather vaguely because i am not sure how i feel about it yet.  all i really know for sure is that it felt so good to be near her.  she even asked if it would be possible for me to cut my trip short this weekend, so i could be back in town on sunday to spend some quality time together before she heads back to jax.  i will most definitely cut my trip short this weekend, knowing that there could be a possibility of more time with her.  i guess i am also excited that she is the one asking to spend time with me, and trying to coordinate our trips so that we will be in the same town at the same time.  it is a small mark of forgiveness on her part.