am a little sad today and missing a few people that use to be such a huge part of my life. we have graduated and some of us now have real jobs. jobs with lots of responsibilities, long hours, and travel. and then there is me. yes, i kind of have a real job that does have a lot of responsibilities and long hours (even though i make my own schedule). but i try not to forget about the people who are important to me. i try to find time.
i'm just missing some people that i would really like to talk to but are not available right now.

found out today that a close friend of mine was in a car accident. she's fine. bruised and very shaken up. everytime i hear about something like that happening to one of my friends, it makes me want to call everyone i know and tell them how much they mean to me.

my prof is back in the country. hopefully he won't come into the lab tomorrow. my stomach is already getting queasy just thinking about his return. i don't feel like i have enough accomplished. i have too much left to do. i have no concrete positive results to show him. i don't want to disappoint him...